Saturday, November 11, 2017
Mekanoreseptor: Sistem Auditori pada Reptil
Sunday, September 3, 2017
Big Changes are Started from The Small
I just passed this phase where I felt lonely because no one had the same thoughts and mindset I have regarding how stuff going on in this uni.
I was determined to change the system, the people's mindsets, the people. But what power do I have if they don't even want to change themselves first? This is where stuff got rough because I just lost my hopes. It's like, why would I bother sacrificing myself for people ain't worth my time, they didn't even bother changing themselves to change the world they demanded for, they didn't even appreciate my sweat. Not so many people wanted to change stuff, and what could I change if I put myself in a battle consisting of me and only myself? I was thinking of quitting at this point, and decided to just think about my academic life. I have a lot to strive for anyways. One of which is going overseas through scholarships and coming back later, wishing to spread kindness and usefulness, and influence people to, at least, make my surrounding better. And boom. The thought just popped up: how could this mission be accomplished if I couldn't even change the stuff I talked about before? How could I go overseas, wishing to get some lessons in life and coming back later to influence other people and change my country for the better if I couldn't even change this small surrounding where I am now?
Enough ranting about other people who wouldn't change themselves because I just realised that I am one of them too. What makes me any different from them if I don't want to keep going in this battle? I wish to accomplish a bigger mission but I can't even make me motivated enough to finish the smaller mission I have started. From here now on, I have to change myself. I have to change my thoughts about how a certain amount of people can change the world. No. That is not right. Who says one person can't change the world? One thing to remember: big changes are started from a small change. As small as how you change your way of thinking. Be optimistic. Have some hopes hanging high. Strive to the last.
Wednesday, April 9, 2014
A True Love Short Story
"On one evening Rasulullah intended to go to a sudden discussion in the wake of isya', leaving Aisyah at home. Aisyah waited for a quite long time, yet Rasulullah did not soon come. Time passed by, until close to midnight. In reality Aisyah had been feeling so sleepy yet she was so in love with her husband. She did not want if later Rasulullah came home there would be no one who opened the door for him. Aisyah then sat leaning against the door overnight waiting for Rasulullah, until she fell asleep.
On the other side of the door, someone was asleep within a position of sitting leaning against the door either. He is Rasulullah. Actually, the Majlis he visited finished somewhat soluble because it was very important. However, Rasulullah did not dare to knock the door because he thought that Aisyah had been asleep. He was so in love with Aisyah so as he did not have the heart to wake her up. A prophet, the Messenger of Allah, who was highly respected by millions of people of its time, chose to sleep on the porch leaning against the door of his house because did not want to wake Aisyah whom he loved so much.
The last third of the night approached. There, we found two servants of Allah who loved each other. Aisyah who chose to wait Rasulullah came home until she fell asleep leaning on the door because of her love. Rasulullah who was asleep leaning on the other side of the same door because he thought that Aisyah had been asleep and did not want to wake her up."
Subhanallah...
STFT 2K14
The crew who trained us |
blablabla, ignore this |
here's the evidence, haha:p |
This is not what it should be |
This is what it should be |
Tuesday, April 8, 2014
Hi, I'm Back!!
Saturday, February 23, 2013
Exams are coming really soon!
I'll have four stages of exams. First: final exams. Second: written-practice test. Third: school exams.
Wednesday, November 7, 2012
Unpredictable (Untouchable+Unreadable)
Do you think an unpredictable and an untouchable girl matches with an unpredictable and an unreadable boy?
Because this girl has fallen in love with him...
Because this girl has fallen in love with him...